So when I am depressed I like to take looonnnggg hot showers, spend 1/2 an hour trying on outfits and 1/2 an hour doing my make up and hair plus slathering myself in lotion and doing my nails.....this makes me happy. I feel good and clean. but what happens when I am hellza depressed and haven't been able to do this for over three years?

All I want to do is take a shower with out my daughter waking up and stripping down and jumping in with me. I have no privacy.... I take a piss and get a standing ovation outside the door..... you know how hard it is to take a nice shit with little hands poking under the door at you?

I feel ugly and gross right now....

Vent...vent....vent...